Hi guys :) I'm keeping something in mind since we found out about my second pregnancy. I'd like to share. It's impossible to describe every detail of my medical history, but I'll try to make it as clear as possible.
Well, I'm kind of balancing between 👍being sure that this pregnancy is going to work out great and 👎 not hoping too much. And it bugs me, I'd like to stay positive, it would be so much easier. But that's how I feel, and what makes me think so is:
1. Spotting. I had this with my first pregnancy. Totally the same picture. Only I've been taking progesterone pills right after ovulation and till the day 25. Then I stopped cuz I didn't know I got pregnant until the 30th day of the cycle. So I when I found out, I was forced to keep using them to save the pregnancy. And this second pregnancy is completely natural but the spotting is still here. But I have to admit the amount decreases very slowly and it becomes lighter. From brown in the beginning to light-grey-orange 😬 now.
2. I had endometriosis and adenomiosis, maybe they're responsible for the spotting.
3. I went to see my tiny one at 5 weeks and 4 days to make sure he's doing ok. And the sonogram doc said everything looks ok, even the heart is working. So...
4. I don't know why I'm writing all this. I guess I just want feel more sure about this whole pregnancy thing.
Sorry for long text.
And it's good to write things down just for the history.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
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My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️