I felt the same my whoooole life, I've wanted this forever @angyoung which only makes me feel guiltier for hating it. hating something I've felt meant for my whole life. failure! can't believe those thoughts though.
I am sooo done being pregnant and yes I feel bad about it but then again I'm over due but I have been wanting to not be pregnant since like 27 weeks just because of the weight and retaining water but just because we're not feeling good about it doesn't mean we are bad mom's :) we are great and we will conquer! We are growing beautiful babies inside our womb, some woman can't get pregnant. we are sooo lucky. it will be okay mama.