Feeling really down today, been told I have SPD and have to be on crutches till baby is here! Told my work, I'm a community carer, and I kind of feel like I'm letting them down by telling them I can't do my job properly any more, and kinda feel like they are making me feel guilty at the same time because we are short staffed! I can't financially afford to take my maternity now but I can't physically do my job any more!

I want to just curl up in a ball and cry!!