I'm only 18 weeks and I've been in so so so so so much pain the past two weeks and it's only getting worse I have always had asthma but lately nothing helps it feels like it's stopped but then ten minutes later it's worse but yet I've been to see my Breathing specialist and he says nothings wrong but yet everyone I've talked to said he's had a lot of problems with malpractice and people almost dying in his care but yet my primary nor my ob will give me a referral to anyone else they said if its that bad or go to the hospital I'm just not comfortable bringing my son to the hospital and I'm alone with him 95% of the time now I'm getting to the point I feel like I'm incapable of caring for my own son I feel like a horrible mother I'm here most days alone with him and I'm afraid something will happen to me and I won't 've able to care for him