You never realize how much pregnancy effects your body until after you deliver. I had such a hard pregnancy and my body just did not appreciate growing a human because I was so swollen and in pain towards the end. Today I went to put a clear coat of gel on my toes while Jaxon is sleeping and realized how good it felt to be able to do that and how nice it was to not be so swollen. Don't get me wrong I miss my bump, I miss carrying Jaxon...but not weeks 33 to 37 (when I had to deliever). Eventually I'll go for number tw, not sure when or with who...maybe I'll be with a different person by then...but I'll no what to expect next time around. I guess that's kind of reassuring. Too bad I'll be high risk and will have to go through a C-section again, boo.