after i had the girls i swore i wouldn't lose my self confidence especially my body cause it went thru hell to bring those two beautiful girls into this world so it was worth it but few months later i always felt just bleh and ugly i hated my body after if i ever took my shirt off jerri would laugh or say i have another baby in there which hit me hard even tho she's just 5. i never got to do my make up so i always felt like i had turned into this ugly house wife that had no time for herself. New Years resolution is to make more time for myself do my make up every once in awhile while babies nap