@malbhurtado thanks so much hun I feel like the world is on my shoulder I think im going to have a breakdown and when my kids leave for school I get so sad and depressed I have yet to register my 4 year old and I feel I can't go back to work to leave the baby I never felt like this i think it ppd and thanks so much for being their for me

@malbhurtado right I walk by faith everyday and not by sight and thanks so much hun I am definitely going to reach out its better to let it out to someone who will listen and not judge than to keep it bottled up inside

@malbhurtado thanks hun and I really appreciate I try not to look back but I literally have nightmares about it that wakes me up out of my sleep and I jump up sweating and in tears all I can do is cry and pray to God seems like when I pray to him like he be talking to me saying I'm going to be ok and bigger and better is yet to come just be patient with a person with a heart like mine get all trampled over is really sad I'm glad I am able to live to retell my story cause alot of women don't I have came so close to death until the doctors didn't believe the recovery I made each time that's how I know he have a purpose for me

@one_coolmama I'm doing it more and more the songs let's me know I'm not alone and don't give up

@malbhurtado thanks hun and you're absolutely right and I never would be stronger , wiser, nor would I have made it without God watching over me and my family it's alot I question and ask why me but I know God is with me every step of the way. You're right the power of God is something else and he is right on time. Alot if times u cry to myself cause what I have been thru but with God I'm still here and can help others.

Amen when ever I’m down and need my spirit lifted