I feel you i suffer the same..try to have conpany around ,SOMEONE to talk too that SHOULD help..u can ALWAYS message me

I've tried a counselor but they always ask "when do you feel this way, what makes you feel this way. What's the first thing you think of when you wake up? What would you differently if you weren't depressed?" Just the same questions over and over and have then tell me I need to do things for myself. I do do things for myself and try to do what they say to keep myself from being depressed but it never works. What I really want is the people around me to listen to me even though it sounds like I'm whining.

Being pregnant is hard. I was very depressed when I was pregnant and even after my daughter. My thoughts were never about harming her, but about harming me! Don't feel like a failure, you are a human with emotions. Work through them! It's ok!

I struggled with the same emotions. You're not alone. If you need to talk please feel welcome to message me