lillyb
Dez
Feeling all sorts of blah lately. Working what should be my last awake shift tonight (had to cover a few last week and this week) and just not feeling leaving my husband. I havn't been sleeping well so I am cranky and emotional and all I've been seeing on Facebook is my friends tiny babies or them sharing pics of when their kids were tiny babies or their baby bellies. We're going to the fair tom which means I won't get to sleep until tom night and I've been up since 9 this morning and then I work a 16hr shift the following day....just tired and my husband wants to run all ovr the place and I am just feeling down. I kno my window is around the corner but I don't even feel like trying just to have another disappointing month go by.....it'll pass and I'll be back to being positive but today I am just going to hide from the world as much as my husband will let me.
7.5 лет
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@anmlopez, It's true they won't unless they do but like u said I'd nvr wish this upon anyone. It makes u feel like ur failing at the one thing that really makes u a woman and it makes u feel like you have failed ur husband as well. Awe thank you hunny I try to be as positive as I can cuz negativity nvr got anyone anywhere but it's hard some days. My husband is the big reason I remain so positive. Thank you hunny I'll be dancing up a storm when I do lol I think I'll cry too lol You ladies r so amazing! ♡ ♡
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@anmlopez, It's true they won't unless they do but like u said I'd nvr wish this upon anyone. It makes u feel like ur failing at the one thing that really makes u a woman and it makes u feel like you have failed ur husband as well. Awe thank you hunny I try to be as positive as I can cuz negativity nvr got anyone anywhere but it's hard some days. My husband is the big reason I remain so positive. Thank you hunny I'll be dancing up a storm when I do lol I think I'll cry too lol You ladies r so amazing! ♡ ♡
They won't understand until they actually have to go through it which I hope they don't have to go through that struggle. I'm happy we can be your outlet though! I admire your positivity, you're always so upbeat even when you're let down. Can't wait for you to get your positive!! I'll definitely be doing a dance for you 😉😘
@anmlopez, Thank you hunny. honestly having the support of you ladies on here really makes a difference. You guys rly kno what I am going thru and u don't judge me for feeling any sort of way. It's hard to talk to some of my friends about it cuz they don't understand and get kinda mad at me for being down cuz it'll happen. I kno it's well ment but I am so sick of hearing it'll happen when it's ment to.
Im sorry love :( I really hope things turn up for you. I know there's no words that can truly make you feel better but I wish there were something I could do for you!