Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Random but serious question for SAHMs who don't work.

If yall want to buy something do yall just buy it or do yall ask your hubby/SO first?

Tell me if I'm wrong here.

My husband's sil has covid. She's obviously quarantining in her house but is still loving on her kids and husband. I'm sorry but if I had it I would lock myself in a room.

She hasn't gotten her kids tested... they're obviously doing the whole remote learning and quarantining for two weeks but she plans to send them back without testing them on the Monday after Thanksgiving 😬😱.

My husband thinks I'm overreacting but I told him I don't want to see them on Christmas....

I need to vent I'm so tired of this man I swear if we were married right now I would bury his ass. So I'm trying to get dress and my son is coming off the bed mind you this house is wood floor and wood every thing in this bedroom. Well this fool I call my fiancé was watching my child come off the bed and just watch him fall back off the edge hitting his head on the hard wood floor and when I pick him up trying to calm him down. He wants to get mad at me because I won't pass him MY crying son ple...