I'm so happy and sad at the same time lol.. I had to cancel my babyshower because it was just too stressful and I couldn't afford it anymore ..and APPARENTLY my dad and sister is giving me a surprise baby shower in a few weeks which makes me happy but I'm sad cause my sister got drunk and slipped up and ruined the surprise for me lmao smh..so now I have to pretend that I know nothing about it and I can't fake a surprise for shit haha. good grief..I'm excited though !!