mother.of.angels
Amanda
I seriously hate my life...I'm sitting here in the same place I was 5 years ago... I didn't succeed at anything. I lost more than I done with myself. I lost my babies, I lost my home, my license, I still don't have a education, I don't even know why I'm trying to have another child...I have alway said it's not about money or material things. My daughter had everything she could ever want and need. She had a life full of love. But now that she's gone....I feel like a failure! I have nothing, and I am nothing. When I had her in my life and felt this way all I had to do was just look at her and know I was somebody..I was a mom! She loved me and she was proud of me no matter where I stood in life. WAS? See now when I speak of her I have to use past tense? I said I "was" a mom. And that's fucked up!!! Wtf!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
8.8 лет
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It's really sad. 😟😟😟 But you are still here and a lot of people need you. Just try to live further.
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It's really sad. 😟😟😟 But you are still here and a lot of people need you. Just try to live further.
u never will stop being a mom. her spirit is within ur heart. she loves u and u love her. ur pain is beyond what i could even imagine..im so sorry u are going through this. but one day it will be manageable. dont think negative things...she would notb happy to see u suffering so. fight ur despair for her. hugzz.
You welcome.. and DON'T HOPE, BELIEVE 😄😘
You will always be a mommy. As for you feeling like a failure you are not and it's never too late to follow your goals. I didn't finish school until I was 33 and I still plan on going back. I have been through some really hard times myself and thought I would never see the light at the end of the tunnel but I did. Things will get better for you. You have been through more than anyone should have to go through. Just give yourself time to heal. Prayers being said for you.
Thanks girlll 😔 I hope so! @queenquee
Awwwwww. You're still a "mom" both of your babies are watching over you in heaven smiling down on you. God does everything for a reason. and one day you will have all of that you just named. 😄 At every tunnel there's a rainbow waiting for you. Keep your head up cause you're a strong beautiful woman. i wish you the best and you are in my prayers and thoughts 😘